Start my Engine

Today I feel so elated and excited with a lot of fear and exhaustion. Lost and abandoned. Jealousy strikes and a craving for independence and success intensified. Seems like a lot of emotions surfaced for just a day, but I do, I do feel so weird. I think this is gonna be the start of my new beginning. I am really, totally afraid and confused with all of this but I also feel the joy and happiness at one point. Nevertheless, whatever may happen, may happen. If it is for me, It is for me... Right?

Am I talking some nonesense again? Maybe I do, but at least I said it all.

Just Grateful for all this feelings today!

" We are walking along the road with no beginning nor end. We just carry a big Faith to whatever comes... "

-everyday life of a person surviving life after Cancer.