Friday, December 4, 2009

Day 1091

I can't believe it's Christmas once again. This is my Fourth Christmas living with Cancer. Still being Grateful for everything. Being Alive and all regardless of anything negative.

Today I spend my day wrapping up few of my christmas presents in advance. This is my favorite time of the year. I love Christmas. Eversince I was a child I really look forward to Christmas. Not just the gifts I will receive, but the thought of everybody is merry and happy despite of problems and circumstances.

Having Cancer has been a big part of me since December of '06. That is one thing I also look forward too when December comes. I got to give thanks and celebrate my second life, my second birthday. And this year I will be turning four. For me, it is a great and big achievement. I don't hold the knowledge of tomorrow, but I am getting myself ready everyday. There no more forever for me, so I make it to a point to live life as happy, as lovely, as meaningful as I could.

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Today I not just remember Christmas, I also realize how much I really love my family. That is why I always pray for them first and more than my own self. I am so selfish, i won't deny it. But maybe in a very good way.


Life still rocks despite of everything and today...


- everyday life of a cancer survivor.

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