Merlin

Earlier today I was watching the first season of "Merlin", a t.v. series encapturing the arthurian era of the medival times and I was wondering, what if the legends are true and I had lived my life on that time, would my destiny still be like this? would I still suffer and experience such incurable illness? Maybe I am, but the cause isn't me having Cancer, but maybe due to a spell cast by a powerful sorcerer. and maybe there is a possible cure by means of magic. And in an instant, Whalla!, the spell would be broken and I am cured for life. How fascinating is that!

True, that our lives are meant to be lived and be filled with such challenges and unforgettable memories so that we could bring something meaningful to our afterlife. Death is not scaring us, but it is the reality to every life born and raised on earth. It is a routine. That is why if I existed on medival era, maybe, by magic I could live my life over and over again. But I am not on that time, I am on this century, though witnessing and experiencing such challenges I am contented and happy on what my life has been and will be.

Going back to "Merlin", where it is my second favorite era ( my top is 1800 ) because of the authenticity of the people. The dresses might be one factor, but the knights should be on top. A knight in shinning armour, how cool is that. Riding on a horse, sweeping you away and bring you home to his castle. tempting and delicious isn't it? Well, maybe in my dreams tonight I would dream about it. Hopefully. LOL.

I know my life would not change in an instant, but I keep praying and hoping that oneday, someday I will conquer everything. From my fears and worries to the other side of the world. I am what I am. I would not exchange myself, my experience to something else.


- everyday life of a person surviving life after cancer.