Another Year, Another Chance, Another Challenge. I am starting my year with a Big loads of Worries, A heavy Heart and a tormented soul. At this very moment I really pity myself. Though I am out of treatment for a year and a half now, i still got no chance of escaping the reality of me still have Cancer. The follow-up sessions with the labs and the scans are still on and everytime I do it It worries me a lot. It makes me actually sick just to think about it. Makes me drop tears from my eyes down to my cheeks. How heavy is that.
I know this should not be the intro to my blog post this year, but I have to loosen up the burden and heaviness inside my brain and heart. I have no control of my life eversince this whole thing started. I can't stand alone. That is my problem. i can't get out of my small, crowded world. One thing i need right now is a job suited for me. A job that will take my thoughts away from Cancer. I am still working very hard on my destiny to begin. and waiting. still waiting
When can everything be back to normal? Would i still see the day when I will say that i am Cancer - Free? I pray. everyday. I pray.
- everyday life of a person surviving life after Cancer.
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