Thursday, January 28, 2010

Result came out yesterday together with Reality

"Expect the Unexpected". Definitely, but not really. Am I talking sense? I guess not. Anyway, before this post will go nowhere, my result finally came out yesterday. It was fairly okay. NO RECURRENCE (which is the most important fact!) but my unremovable cyst grows to a 0.9 cm in width. It's okay though, I am alright with it. I mean what could I do? There is nothing medical intervention that could alter the situation. Not closing my doors for Mircales to come my way. I believe in that in a big way.

Lately, I felt so tired and lazy. I don't know why, but it seems that my world suddenly put me on hold. I had been sick for three days now. First I had a very, very sore throat then comes the running nose and now I am suffering from a slight cough. It's kinda sick huh? but I do. I think my immune system bugs down lately. I don't know..

But for the record, I am still surviving and alive and that's what counts. Still no job. Still dependent. But I know it is never too late for something big and explosive for me. I know I have some success in the near future, but I have to strengthen myself and keep me healthy in order to make all of that come to reality.

I so much believe in hoping for the best. More positivity to the world I live in and to myslef. I know I had been in many crazy situtaions but I always surpass anything serious and recover from every fall. I am what I am. and I am proud of my beginnings and maybe soon.. just soon.. my ends.

just keeping it real.


- everyday life of a person surviving to Cancer.

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